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那年初夏,我在紐約,蘇打綠陪我踏遍了西區八十三街的每一個角落。
吳青峰先生細軟的女音搭配著黏呼呼的歌詞,歁嵌在紐約滯重空氣中。
以至於之後每次又聽到吳青峰先生唱歌就有種,走在陽光普照紐約西區的錯覺。 
 
遲到千年

詞/曲:青峰

卮言春天 破碎鞦韆
踟躕不如停止抱歉
再過秋天 爛了蜿蜒
紅燈你擱淺

只是你遲到一千年
黃昏後就不會有夜
髮間在印象中被蔓延
你說你放棄了八月

其實不需要蜻蜓點水
打昏自己食髓知味
吞了你用力一口下嚥
捧起碗在倥侗增添

闔起厭倦 壓壞了肩
縮成了點還是一條線
接近直覺 溺死詭譎
最熟最爛你的臉
 
 

/青峰

遲到千年這首歌,寫的是對於慢半拍的人事物,所造成難以消滅的芥蒂的描寫。寫于我高三升大一的暑假,在一個心還在昏睡,而身體已在捷運站等候的場景,在臺北車站等著南勢角線的時候,寫下這首歌。

感受是來自直覺的,事情毀壞了就一直停留在錯失良機的那一刻,就像心留在黃昏再也無法進入夜晚。在心裏想把那人事物毀滅、放棄、丟掉或乾脆吃掉,可是逃避只換來更多的不滿足和空虛。

因爲辭彙來自感受,而感受來自直覺,用誨澀拼貼、直覺式,難以連結的結構,以及些許詞性轉品來寫這首歌的歌詞,加入與歌詞差異大,反而平易近人的旋律。



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我感到安心,愉悅地讓吸食過量的咖啡因蒸散到吵雜搖滾樂裡。
 
這時候的我做任何事情都是以自由之名,對綑綁反射性想逃離,
壞就壞在我在距離外仔細傾聽了那些並且以被傾聽作為交換,反而意外被甜蜜禁臠。用無聲溫暖擁抱我的侷促不安。
我想我終究是被了解的,當過往的眼淚浮起難堪的陌生,我知道我是被了解的。
 
我以前所習慣的世界現在看起來多麼浮面,在架空的遊戲上跌宕旋轉,
弄到全身鮮紅之後還要假意喜歡血腥的氣味。
 
而此時此刻我感到前所未有的安心,就像剛剛獲得預感說我全身的傷口即將被撫平。
我要厚臉皮退入襁褓之中,讓柔軟的堅持巨大而不遺漏地包圍著。
 
所以就當我在寫一封情書,
並且深刻化我的孤獨,
所以就當收到情書的人看懂我刻意空虛的手,
風塵僕僕趕來填補我流瀉的孔洞。
 

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Since high school I've been trained as a scientist (in its broader sense).  I learned laws, truth, and unchangable objective observation.  I was told that that's how we're supposed to look at the world, and that we're supposed to discover.  Physics, math, biology, for all those there's are certain rules applied, and to follow. 
 
Until now, all those have changed up-side-down. Everything is dynamic and somewhat involved with unpredictable humanity. For a social scientist (a rather radical one), an apple's falling is not because of the gravity, is because "that what apples do."  This wolrd is highly subjective, and we create in mind what we think we observe.
 
So all dilusion? We're changing the society! Put out your idea, comes the realization of the public, the ideology thus been formed. There's no rules to follow anymore, because you are the one who creates them.  Is reality given or a product of mind? Do you have to experience it to understand it? Do human have free will or are determined by the environment?
 
 
That's a lot to swallow, isn't it?
 
I don't feel uncomfertable with this whole new approach of seeing/studying things and am actually quite excited to learn about different views from a sociology perspective.  Just where do I stand after sorting out that some complexity can never be sorted out? Give me some time to think about it, then I'll tell you which side I'm on (although I can already see that I'll be standing somewhere in between).
 
 
We're all observers. Stand for what you believe in.
  

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London updates:
 
1. I still have no money and have been living on my flatmate, dearest Ally.  We've had a phonline set up (if anyone wants to call me and chat), and I expect to have a mobile in a few days.  The internet will be up on Wednesday, hopefully.
 
2. The school started today.  First lecture was pretty interesting.  Everything here at LSE is from a social science perspective.  We are the 2nd best university in social science (allegedly) in the world, after all.
 
3. Bars here DO close before midnight!!  A bouncer was shouting "drink up and leave the bar" at us on a Saturday night.  How rude.  I miss New York where I can drink till 5 in the morning.
 
4. There's no apple cyder at Starbucks, and I have to say, British ppl don't know how to make coffee, and cheese.  (teas are extremely pleasant, though)
 
5. I gladly found out that I can cook.
 
 
 
I will survive.
 

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