- Dec 22 Thu 2005 05:41
紐約市的皺紋
- Dec 16 Fri 2005 09:52
第五大道。櫥窗。
- Dec 15 Thu 2005 06:55
國語習作練習
- Dec 13 Tue 2005 11:57
意義深遠的隨口閒聊
- Dec 10 Sat 2005 13:30
神奇數字
I never thought I could love you, but that's okay
I always knew that you'd leave me anyway
But darling when I see you, I see me
I asked the boys if they'd let me go out and play
They always said that you'd hurt me anyway
But darling when I see you, I see me
And it's alright, I never thought I'd fall in love again
It's alright, I look to you as my only friend
It's alright I never thought that I could feel this something, rising rising in my veins
Looks like it's happened again
I never thought that you wanted for me to stay
So I left you with the girls that came your way
And darling when I see you I see me
I often thought that you'd be better off left alone
Why throw a circle round a man with broken bones?
But darling when I see you I see me
But it's alright, I never thought I'd fall in love again
It's alright, I look to you as my only friend
It's alright I never thought that I could feel this something, rising rising in my veins
Looks like it's happened again
You always looked like you had something else on your mind
When I try to tell you you tell me never mind
And darling when I see you, you see me
I wanna tell you that I never loved anyone else
You wanna tell me that you're better off by yourself
But darling when I see you, you see me
Oh-ooh ooh oh-ooh...
This is not what I'm like, this is not what I do
This is not what I'm like, I think i'm falling for you
This is not what I'm like, this is not what I do
This is not what I'm like, I think i'm falling for you
This is not what I'm like, this is not what I do
This is not what I'm like, I think i'm falling for you
This is not what I'm like, this is not what I do
This is not what I'm like, I think i'm falling for you
I never thought
I never thought
I never thought
I never thought
I never thought that I could feel this something
Rising rising in my veins, and it looks like
I feel this something rising rising in my veins
Looks like it's happened again
This is not what I'm like, I think i'm falling for you 一定要跟著唱。重覆四遍。
- Dec 07 Wed 2005 11:27
我承認我承認得太晚
最近上班很忙,沒時間推卸一些無謂的責任。
一切都只是剛好而已。新的舊的,舊的和更舊的。手機裡的未接來電,嗅不出不尋常的氣味。這個世界不是黑白二分,我是好人也是壞人,讀不懂墨子的濫情高調。
不是好人也不是壞人,我在外放的情緒化裡長得不夠楚楚可憐。而往往當我認真去了解一個人的時候,總會以太了解的悲劇作尾。有人值得被愛,有人在公寓裡養貓。
如果我們就住在粉紅封面十二月小百科的玻璃罩裡,玻璃的外面會是什麼,外面的外面又是什麼。每天回家的路都相同,事情卻總發生在視線以外的地方。我西子捧心,你東施效顰。
太執著所以迷亂,我沒有表面看來的不在乎。
心血來潮的脫口說愛,也只有那麼兩次而已。其他時候的說愛,只是為了好像應該。更多時候連愛都說不出口 (畢竟泯滅良心的事一生只能做那麼多)。
只可惜心血來潮的愛不是世俗要的愛,那種太沉重,我扛不來。
- Dec 04 Sun 2005 05:29
你可以再冷一點
- Dec 02 Fri 2005 02:03
18 hours straight
你的出現,一時之間我也不知該如何是好。因為生活中早已經有太多的問題無法解決,於是被擱置或是被逃避。其實,每天的日子不就是這樣,過去一直去,現在一直在,未來一直來,無聲無息地輪迴著。
我的世界,因為你而全然地傾滅。
還我沙尾
- Nov 27 Sun 2005 16:18
今日爛心情分享
- Nov 19 Sat 2005 15:40
夏宇/無事可做
我决定先认错
为那些终究要犯的错
我走音
而且无法重复走过的音
曲、主唱:小歪(海豚乐队)
感觉什么正在破裂
感觉什么正在毁灭
躺在床上百无聊赖
躺在床上时代正在走开
用最失败的方法尽情占有你
先放弃就不会失去
要爱他们没有分别
但要分别与他们做爱
不要干涉他们的生活细节
但发给每个人一个插头
一罐蜂蜜,一段绳子
要不遗余力给每个人等量的猫食
但不要给他们猫
你不必同时爱他们
但可以同时与他们做爱
用最失败的方法尽情占有你
先放弃就不会失去
你浅浅的笑像风
你的沉默很宽阔
是我任意地猜测
你的睡是一种赤裸
用最失败的方法尽情占有你
先放弃就不会失去
当他们问你什么时候给我们那只猫
就给他们一点奇怪的建议
说服他们这些都不是暂时的
要他们忘了猫再次给他们等量的猫食
其中一定有一个人比较脆弱
对凡事均不能贯彻你就给他拍张照片
让他比较醒目你单独跟他说:
来,你把这些画在墙上贴好然後
把这些抽屉全部打开
然後关好。他做好这些事
你不要忘记赞美他
你像雨般地倾斜
回忆像伞般降落
纯粹纯粹地倾斜
在荒原般的黑夜
梦是谜底也是谜面
给你的诗总是撕碎
不如写给灿烂这星夜
虽然你也发著光
你的身体是一种疯狂
你的眼睛是叫做遗忘
所以我们必须继续讨论厌烦
厌烦的东西都是厌烦的
任何厌烦的东西都是厌烦的
事实上只有厌烦的东西才是
厌烦的
它不必被发现,它在。
它有一种遥远而清澈的感觉
有一点疯狂
也有怀旧和战栗的情愫
其实也离道德不远
你要怎么形容厌烦的味道呢?
只有最老成持重的侍者会说:
「你要怎么形容橘子的味道呢
我们只能说有些味道像橘子。」
- Nov 17 Thu 2005 14:13
被小熊吃掉
我在等。
等十一月的天氣變冷,等戴上綠色手套時下起的第一場雪。
等遠方的電子信件,等五月的西班牙草如茵。
等心跳平息,等塵埃落定。等背上的刺青長成真的翅膀,等一次純粹的哭泣。
我用桃紅色的基調等著。
等到頭上偷長了兩隻小熊。
(因為他們不能保守秘密。)
最近生活好緊張,要 不是行動派的我行動,實在是一件令人焦慮到不行的事。(我加標點符號就是了)
妹妹前幾天幫我做了頭長小熊的照片,剛好適合心緒起伏不定情緒太過複雜的我。
(這張照片臉好尖喔,雙下巴被小熊吃掉了耶耶。)
- Nov 16 Wed 2005 11:52
PARADISE NOW - Fated Free Will
"What happens afterward?" asks one of the two suicide bombers in "Paradise Now."
"Two angels will pick you up."
"Are you sure?"
"Absolutely."
我剛打了一大篇電影報告全都沒了
碼的
超級大的一篇
很少寫這麼多字
(罵髒話)
再也寫不出來了 自己去網站看: http://wip.warnerbros.com/paradisenow/
阿阿阿阿阿阿阿阿阿阿
(就在你以為心情沒辦法再更差一點的時候)
damn
我把我記得的摘要吧
電影要說的是對錯,信仰,與選擇。
每個人都有選擇的權利,每個人都有決定的自由,不需要旁人的judgement。
我走出電影院想的是戰爭的正當性,信仰(faith)的重要性,自由意志強大的決定性。
我不喜歡錯過,我喜歡目標的確定。(這一段寫的最好現在都沒了)
當錯過第一次死亡,你要不要再回去?
從來沒想過這個,但我想我並不反戰。其實我也不支持戰爭,但這一直都是人類解決問題的方式之一。
請看trailer: http://raincloud.warnerbros.com/wip/us/med/paradise_now/ieyus3_paradise_now_tlr1_500.asx
- Nov 12 Sat 2005 14:59
甜蜜的尾奏練習曲
- Nov 09 Wed 2005 12:38
CAPOTE -- Humanity simplified in complexity
I truthfully feel none of us have anyone to blame for whatever we have done with our own personal lives. It has been proven that at the age of 7 most of us have reached the age of reason -- which means we do, at this age, understand & know the difference between right & wrong. Of course -- environment plays an awfully important part in our lives such as the Convent in mine & in my case I am grateful for that influence. In Jimmy's case -- he was the strongest of us all. I remember how he worked & went to school when there was no one to tell him & it was his own WILL to make something of himself. We will never know the reasons for what eventually happened, why he did what he did, but I still hurt thinking of it. It was such a waste. But we have very little control over our human weaknesses, & this applies also to Fern & hundreds of thousands of other people including ourselves -- for we all have weaknesses. In your case -- I don't know what your weakness is but I do feel -- IT IS NO SHAME TO HAVE A DIRTY FACE -- THE SHAME COMES WHEN YOU KEEP IT DIRTY.
--from In Cold Blood
about Truman Capote: http://www.pbs.org/wnet/americanmasters/database/capote_t.html
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Truman_capote
http://www.levity.com/corduroy/capote.htm
Such a god damn good movie. 有空會來寫心得報告。
先簡介一下:
Truman Capote 因為 "In Cold Blood" 這本以真實兇殺案為基的懸疑小說成為美國最著名的作家之一。他為了完成這本小說花了六年的時間調查、接觸所有與案情有關的人事物,甚至花 了許多時間精神和兩名兇犯的其中之一 "talked their heads off"。"Capote"這部電影描寫Truman Capote 寫 "In Cold Blood" 的過程,他和各個相關人事的互動以及他心境與情緒的轉折。
(看完電影以後才知道為什麼海報的照片有著這樣一個表情)
人性能有多複雜?
(人性複雜得,太簡單了。)
Capote 官方網站: http://www.sonyclassics.com/capote/
剛剛才發現 "In Cold Blood" 也有被拍成電影: http://www.imdb.com/title/tt0061809/
- Nov 04 Fri 2005 10:24
可能是因為沒有喜歡關錦鵬